Friday, June 26, 2009

So Accurate

Haha, i think i can go and be a fortune teller and predict things... yesterday i predicted something that will be done and it really came true... someone really went to do something that i knew he will go and do... haha... all for just skipping a major event... zzz...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Lost for Words

As the title suggests... i am totally lost for words... i really dont know what to say... how can people treat someone as transparent... i mean really transparent... these people just treat me as invisible... not only they ignore me... they dont even care that i actually exist...

one classic example is when they go for tea breaks... they dont even ask me what i want... and sometimes they just leave me alone in the room and just disappear without telling me where they go... why are they doing this???

another thing is... i dont understand how come there are so petty people in this world... he told me he will tell me about something that day... on the spot when i ask him he keeps saying later... after the whole thing was over, i ask him again but now he refused to tell me... then i threatened to expose his secret... but i didnt and he got angry with me... why is he so petty???

haiz... why am people treating me so indifferent... am i really that bad??? just hope these kind of days will end soon........... :( Lots and Lots of Whys......... Can anyone solve the so many whys for me???

Sunday, June 14, 2009

When will it be my turn???

Its not a good feeling seeing so many people ORD and taking their pink ICs... i really envy them... sometimes i really feel that i should have migrated to other countries before i enlisted so i wont be stuck at this place for 2 years...

I feel happy for them as they had worked so hard and that they are finally reaping their fruits of their hard work by getting their Pink ICs... seriously though... i really wonder... when will it be my turn... i cant wait for that moment to come... 7 more months is really a long time to go... but come to think of that from the day i got enlisted... time flies so quickly and the m
oment i have been waiting for is soon coming...

Congrats to them for their ORD-ing and wish them all the best for their future endeavours...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Farewell and Last Gathering before they ORD

Its the last time we see them at the place we are working in.... Its a celebration and a farewell for them as they are going to get the thing they have been craving for... Just 1 more day and a few hours separate them from the moment they have been waiting for 2 years... So i decided to throw a farewell party for them...

We had a great time... but our plans were destroyed thanks to the weather (It was gonna rain heavily when we reached Jurong Point)... Originally we planned to go to Lotus Garden for dinner but because of the impending bad weather... we had to settle for dinner at Jurong Point...

We went to dinner at a Japanese restaurant (forgot the name of the restaurant)... the food was nice and we had a great time watching the chef performing great skills in his preparation of the food we ordered... But it was a real tear in my wallet... the total bill came up to a whopping $116.17... oh gosh... never expected it to reach that much...

After the dinner, we went shopping for a little while before finally going to Coffee Bean for drinks as we rested our feet... so tired from all the walking... we chatted our way through and took a few photos... but there was this person who was so shy... keep refusing to take photos... haha... finally we left at around 10pm... overall it was a good outing for us except the bad weather destroyed our plans and that some people came late...



Missing Someone, Somewhere, Something...

Hi all again, good moments dont stay long... first time in my entire life that i went there... felt very nervous on that special day... luckily for me my friend is accompanying me... if not for him, i dont know what to do...

Anyway, I am starting to miss the moments of that special day... in my heart, i think that day is my most special day in my life... I really hope time just could stop for a split second and so i can bask in the glory of the moments of that day... Just regret that good moments have to pass some time... hopefully, these special moments will come back one day...

Time really flies... 2 weeks have already passed since that special day... i am already missing them... hopefully one day, i would get to meet them again...

Hi

Hey guys, my name is jake and i am 20 this year... This is my first ever blog that i have made... this will be my platform of expressing my thoughts... haha first thing first... although i am called jake, i simply dont like people calling me jake.... i would rather people call me by my other name (Siang Hao) which i am so used to... after all... people have been calling me Siang Hao for so long... anyway... i am starting to get used to people calling me jake but i still prefer people to call me Siang Hao...

I would love to meet lots of people for friendship... really need to extend and widen my scope of connections... might be useful in future... :)