Lost for Words

As the title suggests... i am totally lost for words... i really dont know what to say... how can people treat someone as transparent... i mean really transparent... these people just treat me as invisible... not only they ignore me... they dont even care that i actually exist...

one classic example is when they go for tea breaks... they dont even ask me what i want... and sometimes they just leave me alone in the room and just disappear without telling me where they go... why are they doing this???

another thing is... i dont understand how come there are so petty people in this world... he told me he will tell me about something that day... on the spot when i ask him he keeps saying later... after the whole thing was over, i ask him again but now he refused to tell me... then i threatened to expose his secret... but i didnt and he got angry with me... why is he so petty???

haiz... why am people treating me so indifferent... am i really that bad??? just hope these kind of days will end soon........... :( Lots and Lots of Whys......... Can anyone solve the so many whys for me???